today i got a fortune on my jones soda cap that said "stop smoking"
i am skipping math class
and not feeling at all bad about it
so my art teacher apparently likes my "style" she says i am "intense"
not sure where she gets that other than the fact that in my self portrait i am "glaring daggers" and "scowling"
but that is just my normal look nowadays
my new assignment is to do a still life and i am thinking of arranging a pile of underwear and drawing that
at least no one else will think of drawing it
and i have to draw a close up of "something organic" and something "inorganic" i had to fight the urge to draw Alexiel (the organic angel alexiel) and Rosiel (inorganic angel rosiel)
ill make kate pose for me
she would be thrilled to be the subject of a drawing.
and just because ihave no life i had to fill out a few more surveys haha

33 Random Questions.

1. Who is the next person you'll hold hands with? mike or kate ::shrugs::

2. Do you sleep with the TV on? yes

3. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? yea

4. What did you do today? drew my hand and a cow skull. ate lunch. called a bunch of football players gay and almost got the shit beaten out of me.

5. Do you think you're old? i feel old. I dislocated my shoulder this morning but popped it back in, but now it hurts

6. How fast can you type? pretty fast

7. Are you afraid of the dark? sometimes, i get lonely in the dark around here

8. Eye color? blue

9. Do you like your life right now? no

10. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower? cant remember

11. Do you knock on wood? no i knock on my head

12. Are you drinking anything right now? yes SOBE

13. Do you have good vision? no

14. Can you hula hoop? i am a pro at hulahooping

15. Could you ever forgive a cheater? no

16. How many kids do you plan on having? none, unless they are billie joe armstrongs. he is the only man i am willing to reproduce with

17. Do you want to get married? i am married several times over in fact

18. How often do you talk on the phone? well, i would occasionally call home, but you know...my phone has been disconnected cause SOMEONE CANT PAY THE DAMN BILL ON TIME

19. What are you thinking right now? i want to draw shikamaru and/or play DMC2

20. Do you own a night light? nope

21. A movie you watched when you were little? cinderella

22. Have you ever been to 'Page 2' on GoofyAuctions.com? no

23. What song's in your head right now? what if by the plain white tees. yeah it pretty much describes my mental state for the past few months
What if nobody likes me?
What if I dont succeed?
What if I give it all that I got
and I still don't got what they need?
What if I don't get anywhere at all?
Will I consider myself a failure?
Will I be that small?
What if they don't like me?
What if they think I'm a joke?
What if they act nice to my face
but they hate me and I don't even know?
What if they end up stabbing me in the back?
Will I consider myself a failure
or will I fight back?



24. What are you doing next week? class

25. Plans for today? skip class and sleep

26. What's your middle name and why? matthew because there were no boys in my generation to name that

27. Name some places you've gone on vacation? cape cod, niagara falls, stoof like that

28. Last time you told someone you loved them? and meant it? a while ago

29. Nose ring or tongue ring? tongue

30. How are you feeling today? dirty

31. Are you black? i am albino

32. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
surprisingly not, with my recent penchant for destruction

33. Have you ever crawled through a window? many a time

NO LYING SURVEY


8. last cigarette: never
7. last beverage: sobe
6. last phone call: barnes and nobel telling me the book i ordered is ready for pickup
5. last text message: cant remember that long ago
3. last BUBBLE bath: years ago
2. last time you cried: cant remember
1. last time you hugged someone: a while ago

SEVEN have you's:

7. have you ever dated someone twice? no and i never will
6. have you ever been cheated on? yes
5. have you ever kissed someone & regreted it? not really
4. have you ever fallen in love? yes
3. have you ever lost someone? yes
2. have you ever been depressed? yes
1. have you ever had a heartbreak? yes
SIX things you did in the past three days:

6. Went to school: this morning
5. Went to work: nope
4. Colored: yes
3. Got drunk: i dont drink i am a good little catholic law abiding citizen
2. Slept: not enough
1. Hurt yourself: I tripped over my portfolio and nearly decapitated myself with a plastic sandwich box

list Three people you can tell pretty much anything to:

1. i dont know who i can trust anymore
2.
3.

THIS YEAR...

Made a new friend: yeah
Fallen out of love: yes
Laughed until you cried? watching this video val sent me
linkage below
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/44708457/

Went behind your parents back: quite frequently, since i have a recent affinity for breaking da rules
Met someone who changed your life: no
Gotten close to someone: no, if anything i have gotten farther away from everyone i was previously close to

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF..

1. Bush? not my fault. i wasnt old enough to vote yet
2. Gay marriage? to each their own
3. Lowering the drinking age? no

ABOUT YOU:

4. Straight, Gay, Bi?: Straight

5. Who is the best hugger that you know? ::shrug:: i dont do much hugging nowadays

6. Do you believe in love at first sight? No

7. Is there something you want to tell someone? no, i am pretty straight forward. if i wanted to tell someone something i would

8. What kinda shirt are you wearing? black tshirt that says something about being a lumberjack

10. Do you have a good relationship with your parent(s)? eh so so

11. Do you want to change your name? maybe, i do not want to be associated with my father's side of the family too much and i hate my first name. i dont know what i would call myself though

12. What did you do for your last birthday? was at school

13. What time did you wake up today? 7am

14. What were you doing at midnight last night? talking to people maybe? or attempting to sleep

15. Name something you CANNOT wait to do? get out of this damn dorm

16. Last time you saw your father? sunday ish?

17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?
i want to get out of this school

18. Which hand do you like better? left

19.What are you listening to right now? tom and jerry

21. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back? not so much

22. What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? i have no clue

23. Who's getting on your nerves right now? the ghostie is always touching my shit and moving it around

24. Most visited webpage? wikipedia i know...i am such a sad person i read the internet encyclopedia

25. Coke or Pepsi? coke

26. Do you have a crush? eh

27. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? yeah

28. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? yes, and i do protest to a point

29. Do you think there's some models/people out there that should gain a couple pounds? yeah

30. Do you enjoy your friendship with your friends? about half the time